* This is a long journal, if you start reading it, please read it to the very end and comment if you wish *






As the title would suggest, I have something I feel quite upset about.
That topic would be my mother's viciously dwindling health.
She has always suffered from cancer, different types as such, however most have been caught before they could become fatal.
The most current cancer she had, which was breast cancer, has been dealt with also.
However, during the undiscovered time of when she was suffering from this, she became a victim to a small stroke, nothing major as to be pointed out, but a stroke none the less. This stroke she had did not do anything noticeable or present signs presented by her breast whilst it was unchecked, but we later found out about it before and also after her surgery.
Because of everything that is going on in her life at the moment, for example her smoking and bill paying and such, her blood pressure has risen to such a high level that the medicine she has been given to control it is having no effect. The bad thing here is that if that medicine doesn't take effect, my mother is going to die from either another stroke or from an actual heart attack.

Thus why I'm upset, as you would expect....

Now to try lighten up the mood with normal conversation and news.

I returned from a Graduation Dinner in Co. Clare yesterday ( 25th August ) to be welcomed by Glenn, formally known to as and Sara, who does not have a dA.

Oh, for the record, the Graduation Dinner was not for my graduation but for my friend Shauna or , and it's her fault I had to wear a suit XD!

Oh, I got bored over the last little while and got my hair cut and bleached blonde, if anyone would like to see my hair or myself in a suit, please feel free to mention so in the comments box .

I was given a replacement iPod recently by a very nice friend and have currently been listening to it non-stop, music has become a major factor in my life again
As well as that, I've learnt a lot more songs on S.I.D. or for those who don't know who S.I.D. is, I shall inform you it is my bass!

The school term is leading up soon, I'm to go in for the first day ( 1st September ) for 2 hours to be told the general information for the year, then I'm off again until the 4th, to which the term will start properly.

Oh, and my obsession with the online SIDmetal band, Machinae Supremacy, has quickly come to surface again!! If you haven't heard them, click the links I've thrown into here for some orgasmic ear pornz!!

Hate - Machinae Supremacy
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Hero [ReMaster] - Machinae Supremacy
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Edge And Pearl - Machinae Supremacy
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If you like what you've heard by them, then go to their website ;
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Their online material is completely free to download!


** Notes

* Sorry for the extensively long journal
* Sorry for the formal way of typing it, it seemed suitable in my head
* And no I did not steal my bass' name from Machinae Supremacy, S.I.D. just are the beginning to the words in that order XDD!
* I will be updating my gallery soon, just ask